Honey it’s been 3 years and it’s not any easier. I want to be with you. I’m still numb and find daily tasks hard to do. I don’t care about anything paying bills, cleaning, cooking, yard work I’m just here and don’t know what to do with my life. I’m so lonely but don’t want to try and meet someone. People say I should be done grieving by now but they have no idea. I will never tell anyone that ever. I just wish people would share memories. Life is so unfair. I don’t know what my life purpose is and don’t know how to figure it out. I’m all alone.
Renee
30th May 2024
I’m so sad and lonely without you. Everything is so much harder without you. It’s a lot for me. I’m still so angry and can’t believe you will never be coming home. I feel like I’m crazy when I talk to you out loud. I wish I could understand why?
Renee
21st September 2022
I wish we took your first heart attack more serious. I wish I told you more how much I love you.
Renee
17th July 2022